I may not have
shared this before, not sure if it had ever come up in any of my earlier posts,
but apart from what I do for a living, my true passion is that of a
professional musician. I play a few
instruments, and among my favorites is the saxophone, especially tenor and
soprano. I love the way it responds to
me as I play, the resonance of the sound through my body as I blow through the
mouthpiece. When all things are
clicking, it can truly be an extension of my conscious intention. Considering that today, November 6 is “Saxophone Day” in
honor of its inventor Adolf Sax (born in Belgium on this day in 1814) it seems only
fitting that I pay homage to this wonderful instrument and the art form that it
calls home. The saxophone to me is an
honest mistress in that it rarely cuts me any slack, meaning that if I’m not on
my game and prepared to give it everything that it needs, totally committed to
the instrument fully and completely, it will let me know in no uncertain
terms. But when I give the instrument
what it requires, the rewards are immediately gratifying.
I’ve been playing
for many years now, but have yet to come close to mastering this temperamental
tempest. In many ways it’s served as my
own personal barometer in terms of where I might be spiritually at any given moment
in my life. When I’m in the zone, there
is no sweeter sound and feeling, no greater unification of improvisational
intention and tactile fulfillment – no greater temporal unification of cause and
effect. When I’m not in the zone, it can
be a mentally frustrating staccato exercise of force vs. allow. I like playing all types of music, but more
than any other I love traditional and contemporary jazz. The free-flowing improvisational nature of
this medium allows me to express myself in ways that nothing else seems to. It is one of those rare forms of expression
that is both instantly fulfilling and potentially transcendent, where the
musician can become the actual music; much like when the dancer becomes the
dance.
I bring this
intimate partnership of self-expression to light because I have always found a
very strong and consistent correlation between my ongoing musical journey and
what I experience in my everyday spiritual life. The importance of commitment to cause and
being in the moment at any given time are truly the aspirational exponents of a
life fulfilled as a conscious spiritual being.
The ability to creatively improvise during the course of one’s life
experience, especially when life throws you curveball after curveball, is what
often separates the successful individual from the one filled with stress, strife
and dis-ease. Also, the commitment to
engage and practice your craft on a regular basis is an absolutely essential
component to anyone’s success, no matter what the focus of attention may
be. All of these factors go into our
daily journey as spiritual beings inhabiting a physical body and living in this
3D realm. This is what we all must do in
order to ensure success in our daily life experience.
But please take in
the significance of what I am trying to share with you as a metaphor for life; in order
to achieve any level of improvisational proficiency, whether it is musical
improvisation or creatively working through the challenges of life, you need to
practice your craft; you need to engage. I muddle through my
scales and arpeggios regularly to enable me the enjoyment of free-form
expression that is musical improvisation.
As this relates to life, we must proactively engage life in such a way
as to determine our own course, taking into account the importance of
improvisational/creative flexibility in the process. We cannot be so rigid as to be unable to
adapt to change and creatively work through the curves that life often throws
at us. Within the framework of this
proficiency lies the importance of maintaining a strong spiritual foundation,
and maintaining it regularly. This comes
down to practicing your spirituality on a daily basis; your spiritual scales
and arpeggios take on the forms of your prayers, mantras, visualizations and affirmations. Balance is key, not sweating the small stuff
is essential, and being conscious cause as opposed to unwilling effect is
crucial. To paraphrase Maya Angelou, “…When you know better, you do
better.”
The same skill
sets that I apply to my quest for musical proficiency are the same skill sets
that I apply to my life; it’s just a matter of application. What matters most is the courage to engage
life in such a way that you are fully committed to creating what you want in
such a way that it expresses your full potential. Sri Shakti
Gawain expressed this sentiment in a wonderful passage that she wrote in
one of her books entitled, Creative Visualization. She said, “I like to think of myself as an artist, and
my life is my greatest work of art.
Every moment is a moment of creation, and each moment of creation
contains infinite possibilities. I can
do things the way I’ve always done them, or I can look at all the different
alternatives, and try something new and different and potentially more rewarding. Every moment presents a new opportunity and a
new decision. What a wonderful game we are all playing, and what a magnificent
art form…”
We are all truly
the masters of our respective universes, and despite any attempts by outside
forces to manipulate and limit our full capability of expression, we must never
forget our true nature, our true potential.
You must never allow anything (other than your higher-self and your connection
to Source) to dictate who and what you are in the greater scheme of things. As Eleanor Roosevelt so
eloquently stated “…No one can make you feel inferior without your
consent.”
So it’s time for
you to play some jazz. It’s
time for you to creatively compose and perform that beautiful music that is you. It is time to make a personal commitment to
your own spiritual growth and development, and live as an aware and awakened Soul. You have the potential, you have the
power. No one can take it away from you
unless you let them. But you must also
put in the daily practice to maintain the all-important Spiritual awareness and
nature that is you. Just like the
scales, arpeggios, and lyrical phrases that I play consistently to keep me
strong in ability and fluid in my skill set, so too do we all need to
practice our spiritual exercises daily, whatever that may mean for you, to keep
yourself in balance and able to maneuver the treacherous waters that are a part
of our everyday existence. If you put in
the work, and remain conscious and in the moment, living in the now but
creating your future by virtue of what you choose to think (NOW), you will
become the spiritual master that you were meant to be. Yours will be the Spiritual Jazz that will forever
be an inspiration to others. So play
well, turn on some Coltrane or Parker, be inspired… and
stay cool.
Wonderful reflection! Thank you so much for sharing this! "So it’s time for you to play some jazz. It’s time for you to creatively compose and perform that beautiful music that is you." Yes, and we are worthy of granting ourselves the time to create it!
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